vendredi 26 avril 2019 23:40

Last week, I wrote a letter to a friend. It was april 9. It was Lalou birthday. In my letter I told to my friend : ”today is Lalou birthday and I know, I feel that her mother - Firefly, think of her”. I am so sorry for dear Firefly. You ask if it is a word much strong that ”douleur”. No, there is not ! Nobody teach us to live with the pain, how to deal with it, how to cross over the pain, how to make her stop. Nobody teach us about pain. Neither our parents, neither at school. Only life teach us about pain. We are like parents who knows that one by one, they will loose their children. But it is nothing to do. We can not fight against. I am so sorry I could not come once more to your home, to see dear Firefly and let her see, her two lovely daughters : Gryta and Lalou du Clos de Marialan. You are very strong. Incredible strong. Only 2 days after this enormous tragedy, the puppies has come. And you start again. You are a hero. I hope all the babies are well and the mother also. With all my friendship, Ileana & kids, Roumanie.